Life has been really REALLY crazy lately. Im sure any new parent says the same thing. There is always something that needs to be done. ALWAYS. I feel like I am being pulled in 68 to directions at the same time and I have to really prioritize the 24 hours of the day because something is not going to get done. The time I spend holding my T and watching her squirm around are my favorite times of the day. I want to lock us in a room for 10 to 11 years and just watch her. Since that isnt possible, I just try to get in as much time as I possibly can. Tallulah is going to be having her next surgery next month. She has 3 hernias that need to be repaired asap. Im trying not to worry about it, but I do. The anesthesia, the recovery, the pain medication...all of it worries me. I am going to take some time off from work to be with her while she recovers.
On another note. Other than her surgery, she is doing great. Tallulah was weighed in at her doctors appointment this week and she is a whopping 7lbs 9oz. She is measuring 18 3/4 inches long. Shes starting to look and act like a healthy baby. The last 4 months have been so hard that its nice just watching her knowing that she is not in any pain. They wanted to wait until she was 10 lbs before they did this surgery, but they say shes close enough. I am really sad about it. Its all I can think about. Everything else and everyone else is secondary.
I will write more later when I get a chance to breathe. Until then, say a prayer for my T and I will keep you updated on her progress.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
short post. today is our day off. crazy week. crazy work week not crazy tallulah week. Tallulah is fantastic and getting stronger and stronger. She is beautiful and is really coming along. She is sleeping wonderfully and catching eye contact and smiling as much as ever. She is a pleasure to have and to watch grow. I wish I didnt have to work so much so that i could spend 24 hours a day with her. I heart her! I will write more later. We are running errands today. We have company coming over to meet talulah and I have to clean my house! xoxo..R